i woke up from my short nap at 1p.m just now. i reached home at 7a.m this morning after going riding with Boyfy and gang and i'm still verry sleepy to the max that my eyes feels like it's sticking on glue. sheesh. the adventure last night was such a wasted one cos we didn't find anything thrilling enough. hantu semue taknak tunjukkan muke cos seeing us already scares them.

the only amusing part to everyone was taking a long trip down to whatever reservoir at Thomson to find a bloody tower that DOESN'T, i repeat DOESN'T resembles a "rocket" at all! wahlau. darah up aje. whoever says that it is a "rocket" and it scares the shit out of you, i hope u jump down into the reservoir before we push you. alamak buang mase i tell you. we should have gone to the haunted estate kan Taufik. mase tu baru nak menyesal buat ape. *punch Taufik*

anyway people. if you think the Old Changi Hospital is spooky. think twice. i dunno why the hell the rest wanted to go there especially when the bunch in our group would'nt break up. Boyfy and me just smiled hearing that the next trip was to OCH. hahaha. okaylah. maybe it's scary when you don't walk in a group. i just read a page on OCH from the SPI's website. dunno whether can rely on them ornot but they made up the place to be so eerie. the pictures too. alah. no wonder there's nothing at OCH. we were supposed to experience it with 2-3 people then only it spells F-U-N. lol.

this is one of the corridors. if you have a short term memory like me, be prepared to get lost.

out of the blue. i swear. hahaha. we continued with the convo and chatted to the extent of a sensitive subject to most guys, yes, marriage. hello, it's MARRIAGE okay. gosh. is he for real? my heart and brain was already sidetracking at that point of time.

he explained that the earliest he want to settle down wimme is when we've been together for 8years. the latest would be when we're 10years. mak oi. tak ke lame tu. but come to think of it, it's quite reasonable lah given the fact that i still wanna study and he still needs time to save $ (lebih pun takpe kay Bi, hahaha) and and we still want to enjoy our freedom, esp him actually. betul tak Sayang? i know you. lol. so lemme see. our contract is confirmed renewed last night to extend for the next 3-5 years heh Bi? okay, settled. hahaha.

oh yes. this you must know, but i think you already knew. sometimes your attitude make me wanna jump down the highest floor. serious shit ah Sayang. alah to make it easy. make it your flat lah okay. so it's faster for me to haunt you. hahaha. i know you can treat me wayy better Sayang. nak taknak je betul tak. pls run after the bus to chase me like Go Jun Pyo did for Geum Jan Di. lol. oh wait! my Lee Min Ho!! alamak. terlupe plak. sorry heh syg. jgn marah nanti tak hot. kalau Boyfy i tak jadi kahwin dgn i, you lah jandi pegantinye okay. hehehe. tunggu i tau jgn tak tunggu. i syg u too.

well, i just hope for the best Sweetheart. i know things are easier said than done. but i believe that if we are fated, we are meant to be together. i really wanna be with you as long as i can cos i syg you like i syg noone before. i pray so bad that each day would bring us closer and stronger. i'll give my all whenever i'm with you so atleast i won't have any regrets. whatever i did to hurt you, pls forgive me with an open heart. let's make the best out of this relationship. you're the sweetest thing that ever happened to me Sayang and i thank Allah for your existance. without you, there's no stars to shine for me at night. in short,

you're my EVERYTHING.

pls provide me with your tender loving care cos that is all i needed from you.

(aww sweet kan Gf kau nie? mintak kene kiss je, hahaha)

i LOVE you Muhammad Taufik bin Jiahuddin.

with all the love in the world.